Sometimes i get cranky.
But now i get cranky more than i ever have in my entire life.
Sometimes i get in a bad mood.
But now i get in bad moods more than i ever have in my entire life.
It might be related to my job.
Sometimes i hate my work.
Which is too bad, since the work isn't totally awful.
though there is too much.
Sometimes my teaching is pretty mediocre.
And i have trouble mustering up energy to do things which would pbly streamline my work.
i'm thinking about life after teaching.
i'll stick out this year for sure.
i still like living in beijing.
i like the weekends.
Even though i always have to work some.
Maybe i can get into some other business here.
i really hope the cranky wil doesn't become the regular wil.
He swears too much.
He's kind of a shithead.