Friday, May 22, 2015

I Dream of Loni Anderson

Had a weird dream where Loni Anderson appeared. She had died but reappeared to say a proper farewell to people. She gave me and other people a video about herself, which sounds pretty tacky, but in the dream it was a very sweet gift that i was very pleased to receive. 
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Then i realized it was a dream, even though i was still dreaming. So in this dream, i was wondering why the hell I'd been dreaming about Loni Anderson. 

Then i really woke up. And i was like, Yeah, i haven't thought about Loni Anderson in over a decade. i'd watched a bunch of WKRP in Cincinnati though i frankly never really liked her character much. Why did she pop up in this dream all of a sudden? Did she really die? 

i rolled out of bed and opened up my laptop. I searched out Ms Anderson on Wikipedia. According to the page, she seemed to still be alive. 

So then i googled, "Loni Anderson passed away." 


There at the very top of the page was a link...

"Loni Anderson 2015: Actress Killed by..."

So that was pretty darn crazy. 

I clicked on the link and read the following. 

"Loni Anderson dead 2015" : Actress killed by internet death hoax
News of actress Loni Anderson's death spread quickly earlier this week causing concern among fans across the world. However the May 2015 report has now been confirmed as a complete hoax and just the latest in a string of fake celebrity death reports. Thankfully, the actress best known for her role on the television series WKRP in Cincinnati is alive and well.

The day was from the day before (which is kinda the same day in China, considering time zones). 

Anyhow, so I was NOT contacted by the ghost of Loni Anderson, the actress i'd never cared a great deal for. But i think i WAS tuned into some sort of collective consciousness energy about her. This was also a first for me. Frankly i'm generally not a very energetically tuned in individual. 

My coworker prefers to believe that i'd seen something about this piece of news on the internet. Which is certainly possible, but highly unlikely. i hadn't even been able to access Facebook in over a week, due to Great Firewall issues. 

Anyhow, chalk one point of for me. Because China can censor the internet, but the firewall can't stop energy or consciousness from traveling across space and/or time.  


Wednesday, March 11, 2015

A Weird Dream

I was about to be hung, along with 2 or 3 other people. I had a hood placed over my head and was sat down on the seat of a children's swing set. Some thin rope was looped around my neck and pulled tight. 

I started swinging back and forth, with thinking, "I don't want to die. I want to live. There's so much to live for! And so many rad people. And so much love. Love! Love!"

Then i started sending out metta vibrations, and i realized that Hey, this is a pretty rad way to die!

But then i stopped swinging, and realized that i could see through the hood. There was a window, and a mountain and lake vista beyond it. I really wanted to look out it, so i stood up. 

The executioners were worried. Like, "hey, he's not dead, and he's actually gotten up!" i noticed that one said executioner was J, one of my CRI colleagues/friends. I said, "J, i recognize you. Don't worry, I just want to look out the window." There was no negative feeling at this point. I went up to the window but realized that everything outside was very distant, blurry and kinda disappointing. 

Also, i noticed that the rope around my neck wasn't tight anymore and was kind of falling off. So i was trying to push it back into place.

Then I woke up. 

What does it mean? 

I gather it's about work and CRI. I'm kinda killing myself here now, or at least i feel it's not benefitting me so much anymore. The swingset may imply that it's like a place to play for me. And there i am not exactly committing suicide, but kinda complicit in the act. And no anger at anyone. That's just how it is.

The window: freelance work, i reckon. Windows of opportunity, but frankly not much happening these days.